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Swallowing by the roadside

It was during that second visit to that same little desert town that we had an experience that still stands out in my mind as one of our purest moments of being friends, lovers and soulmates all at once.

It happened after the night before when another first that I had been planning didn’t work out. I had intended for us to sleep together – to spend the night in the same bed. We very rarely had the opportunity for more than a quickie in a toilet stall, so the occasion of a weekend away (albeit working) got my imagination racing.

The fantasy of a night spent in one another’s arms proved much more attractive than the reality, though. I found that after we had the great sex that Julio described here, I couldn’t fall asleep. I felt awkward and self-conscious and ended up going back to sleep in my own bed.

The next morning on the way back I had a slightly disappointed feeling, like we hadn’t made as much of this rare opportunity as we should have. I mentioned this as we were driving the long road back to the city, and Julio said he felt the same. Soon our cocks were out and we were stroking one another as I was driving.

We felt free and happy, racing through the middle of a sunny, semi-desert landscape. Later Julio leant over and started sucking me as I was driving. It was such a wonderful sensation, feeling his mouth on my dick, his lips caressing the shaft and his tongue curling around the head.

As we were driving down a long, gentle downhill curve I was ready to cum. By this time this was all I could think of. I pulled onto the side of the road, just in time to start shooting my cum into Julio’s mouth, my body trembling and my legs shaking so much I couldn’t control the pedals.

I immediately went down on Julio, working to get him there as well. When he came it was my first taste of his cum and an amazing sensation feeling it spurting out against my tongue. I swallowed all of it.

At that moment we felt perfect: two young guys sharing something wild and exciting, as if we were meant to be nowhere else but by that roadside with our dicks going limp and the taste of one another’s cum in our mouths.

It was a true Y tu mamá moment.

Making love in the desert

It must have been about two years into our wank buddyhood when Julio and I crossed the second intimacy barrier.

(We had already crossed the line from strictly hand action to the occasional blowjob. Both of us at first found sucking cock unsensual – I remember thinking the first time that I might as well be sucking on a dildo! We soon developed  a taste for it, though.)

The second intimacy line was crossed on a business trip with a third colleague of ours to a small desert town a couple of hundred miles from our hometown.

I haven’t heard Julio’s version, but I’m pretty sure we were thinking how we were going to get into one another’s beds from the moment we heard we were going. On night 1 nothing happened. We arrived quite late, checked into three seperate rooms of a guest house and went to sleep.

The next evening, after concluding the day’s business, we all went out to dinner and returned to the guest house in good spirits and just a little drunk. Everybody said their good nights and went off to their rooms.

I left my door unlocked and waited for about 15 minutes, wondering if my subtle flirting during the day would be enough to bring Julio there now. No such luck – sometimes you really have to spell it out for him!

I sent him a text message and he confirmed that he also ‘couldn’t get to sleep’ – which meant he had been waiting for me to initiate it. I told him to come to my room, but that clothes were not allowed. I lay in my double bed with a raging hardon and he snuck in wearing only a towel.

There was some awkwardness as he stood by the bed in the darkened room, until I reached out my hand and felt his hard cock under the towel. The sensation of his warm hardness is vivid for me to this day.

He got in bed beside me, and we did what came close to what could be called ‘making love’ for the first time. We explored one another’s naked bodies in the warm desert evening. We kissed for the first time. We held one another. We did everything but fuck.

We both came on my stomach and I loved him watching me in the shower washing our mixed cum off my body.

What you have to know about Julio

I soon realised, as I got to know Julio and we started pushing the boundaries back further and further in our cock-play, that I had hit the sexual experimentation jackpot with this little dude.

Apart from being smart, kind and funny and good at his job – which enabled me to become friends with him – he was also cute, sexy and almost a decade my junior. He is probably the most str8-acting gay guy I’ve ever met, which makes sex with him that much hotter.

On top of this he was willing to try just about anything I would suggest and he soon proved very discreet and loyal, which made him the perfect wank buddy, and later fuckbuddy.

He also has a great cock and he knows how to use it! When he gets horny he can really be like a runaway train.

His dick is a beautiful cut thing that is actually almost the twin of mine. It gets superhard and wet and it can last for hours. We have been texting one another pictures of our cocks in different states and different situation for years, and it still takes only one picture to get me semi-erect and leaking pre-cum.

Mind over matter

I witnessed something incredible the other night.

Julio was in the shower and I walked in and watched him. (This doesn’t happen often – we don’t live all that close to another and we lead totally seperate lives …)

While I am a total exhibitionist and love summer as an excuse to wear as little clothing as possible, he has issues with his body and you will rarely even catch him in shorts. So even though I know his body very intimately after almost 10 years of playing with it, getting the chance to look at him naked while I was fully clothed was kind of rare.

As I watched, his cock started growing. I watched it go from small and limp through several intermediate stages until it was the hard, cut and beautiful thing that still turns me on a decade later. I was kind of pleased by the thought that my gaze could still turn him on after all this time.

THEN he proceeded to demonstrate how he could – through sheer force of will and mental manipulation – make his hardon disappear again. He even kept it that way despite my taking out my own hard cock for him to see. Only when I grabbed his and put it in my mouth to suck did he lose control of it.

This revealed a lot about our different attitudes to our penises and sex (and specifically sex with guys).

Like he wrote in a previous post, Julio couldn’t get hard the first time we showed our cocks to one another. His dick is an extension of his emotions. He is unable to screw if we had a fight and he is not totally over it. Not surprisingly, he realised/decided that he is gay (almost exclusively – but that is another story) early on during our friendship.

On the other hand, my dick is a plaything for me, especially when it comes to playing with men. Only about 5 years into my fuckbuddy ‘relationship’ with Julio did it become even remotely plausible to me that I could have feelings of love or intimacy for a guy. It just didn’t compute.

Gay encounters were exhibitionist, adventurous, superficial fun, and still is with anyone but Julio. Emotional sex – the kind that you are into with your entire body and soul and that feels like going home - for me is something I get from just one female body in the entire world.

Except for Julio, sometimes, that is. Which makes me a one woman, and one man, man.